Ended in a Wordle.

So insane of me to write this..but the experiences in last few days force me to react in that manner. As usual I would be abstract, so theres a warning before you move ahead. This might end up as another "bina sar paer ki post".

Sometimes a feeling of care which is purely genuine and true within the heart of person might end up as a reason of distress to the person for whom it is shown.
There are situations when neither we could help ourselves nor the people who care for us. As in nothing is in our control.. Rather we have to keep sitting quitely, waiting for the next moment. In fact there is no use of guessing what is going to happen in the future. Any no. of possibilities we imagine, but what happends would be beyond imagination.
And such things create problem when the people around us out of care keep asking us different type of queries regarding the problem...and I don't have answers to them.
But there voices with so many question marks ringing around, force me to think about the solutions, which actually don't exist at the momnent. Why don't they realise that such care is not giving any comfort to me. Once my mind enters into such a thought process it does not agrees to come out of it, for hours. In the course out of the irritation I hurt them. And I don't intend to this. I am Sorry. I hope the one for whom this is will understand. I wish you are reading this.


Why to care about the large big fat problems, why don't we have small goals set in front of us to move ahead with life. This is what I learnt today when I just paid attention to Richa's Mantras on a Wordle..they were simple but superb..and would be great in this wait-and-watch-what-happens-next situation. I am sorry dear, if you don't like me putting them here, as they were your secrets.. Here they are as I see them..
> Dreams - Realise their power
> Break Bonds
> Time is Limited
> Everything in life will settle down, but time won't come back
> Love life
> Strive...Suffer
> Decide Priorities
> Potential in Infinite
> Live Fully
> Deathbed Mentality
> Commitment
> Perseverance
> Work Harder
> Step Forward Everyday

Thanks...

Finally...

Finally I am a research student now... :)...something inside me was waiting for this since long..Though there was no hurdle in between but somehow it took so long. Things seem to be settled down now...not completely, I have to do some settlement for hostel problem.. Still life is now somewhat on track...after all I am back to blog...I hope so... :P
And on serious note... I got room also with the other research scholars...that was expected, but the special thing was TVR and Nimbalkar Mam came downstairs with me to see if everything will be OK there..I don't know thats what with every one else...but .. :)

Anyways..lets see wats next...because already much has happened thats unexpected..

chand akela hai

yuun toh saath hai yeh taare
baadal hai baahein pasaare
phir bhi chaand akela hai
saari raat tanaha roye
boondo se daaman bhigoye
haan yeh chaand akela hai...

yeh chaand us kaale aasmaan par
chaand? jhalakata huva
kuchh maayus, kuchh majboor, khoya huva
yeh chaand akela hai...

dinbhar kaha kho jaaye, jaane kaha ho aaye
dhunde kise banke hawa, koyi jaane na
saagar mein din dhal jaaye
aur shaam ke yeh saayein dheere se odhale jahaan
aur aasmaan taaron se julfein sajaayein
soone maathe pe basaayein
woh chaan woh chaand jo akela hai
saari raat tanaha roye, boondo se daaman bhigoye
woh chaand akela hai

woh chaand jo akela hai...

- from SHAAN - LOVE STORY