Let your heart guide you......It whispers so listen closely

Thursday, April 5, 2018

back home with a smile..

After a long time I opened my blog today.. it won't be an overstatement if I say I haven't seen for years now..

Initial posts looked quite naive and silly, too factual.. but as I went a page or two deeper, it felt really nice.. like a feeling one gets when one reaches back home from a vacation. Even though you have amazing time out there, home is home. I realise that I missed home only after I unlock the door and step in to one of the rooms; every time I can feel how comfortable I feel at home.. Before stepping in I was too busy to realise that I was missing an important part of me.

Now you know what kind of home I meant.. Stuck by Nostalgia..

I am smiling right now, and trying to convince myself it is not impossible to be a bit regular here.. 

Tuesday, November 10, 2015


..to Déjà vu !!!

Another addition to the list:
- Not all screwed up interviews lead to negative results :)

So the moral of the story is, Believe in yourself (as AK says) and Believe in The One sitting up there (as Papa says). Together you can do magics...

Friday, October 9, 2015

Déjà vu

Its such a, I told you so kind off moment.

I had thought about it last week itself; that, may be again at the airport I will end up writing a blogpost, and the only good thing that can come out of a bad interview is a new addition to blog :D

Lots of similarities, yet so different.
-Family got together to celebrate and I ended up traveling, but I got to choose dates this time.
-Screwed up again, but not devastated, rather enjoyed.
-Failed but not offended.
-Reached early-tried preponing-didn’t work but I am chilled.
-Flight delayed but carrying back up to keep me entertained.

So overall I am happy this time, rather than frustrated.

That ways life is quite interesting. When some event is about to happen, we think of it, or at least I do.. Imagine how things will turn out, how will my reactions be, how will others in scenario look like, and so on.. To be precise a whole film of 2-3 possibilities plays in my mind, but always life does manage to unfold a very, new and fresh set of events..

That's called beauty of life..

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Music and Love

While at work as always I am feeling sleepy :-| So I thought why not lets play some music, as it always soothes me and help me focus more.. For a change after a long time I thought of going to folder of English songs. I think last they were in my playlist it was may be 1-2 years back, and for some may be 3-4 years. There are many reasons that they never got to pop into my playlist; one is I was little bored of them, second became little more devotional so genre changed, third started liking Indian classical music more and last reason which is most important is I think I outgrew those feelings.. I always feel the music, so feelings matter quite a lot. That young courtship age when you are always thinking of love, you just get addicted to these songs.. you are smiling listening to them. But as you enter the more practical aspects of that love, when the same love makes you face some bitter truths of life and also brings in new responsibilities, then these songs don't strike a chord of your heart.. Not that you are unhappy but the chords change..there are different tunes..which are more real, more meaningful, more sensible..

Whenever I used to come across some song with romantic lyrics, I used to immediately share it with my better half :D :P I even have made those videos you make in video maker of pictures, with some romantic songs playing in background. Now when I think of those days I can't resist giggling on how silly and cute we were.. I think some of those still knock my heart :P but its just that I find it little stupid to share them now.. 

Let me share few from my old playlist which are making me smile at this moment :)
- I wanna grow old with you - Adam Sandler
- Love story - Taylor Swift
- All or nothing - Theory of Deadman
- All you need is love - Beatles
- I'll meet you there - Owl City
- Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
- When you nothing at all - Ronan Keating
- Crazier - Taylor Swift
- Words - Boyzone
- Cloud number nine - Bryan Adams

I think the list is little long, but hope you have got fair idea of what I mean :D
Btw Sarabjeet shouldn't go unmentioned here, who introduced me to most of these songs.. He knew my choice so used to send me now and then.. 

Monday, December 30, 2013

पुराने संदूक में मिले कुछ लफ्ज़

बड़े confusion में है ये मन। 

कभी लगता है कि रात की घड़ी का कांटा बहुत तेज़ दौड़ रहा है,
इतना कि उसने एक चक्कर पूरा भी कर लिया, 
और हम खड़े देखते ही रह गए। 

कभी लगता है कि और तेज़ क्यूँ नहीं दौड़ रही ये रात,
बड़ा मुश्किल होता है अकेले इतना लम्बा सफ़र तय कर पाना।

इतने दिन हो गए, 
फिर भी तुम मेरे छोटे से मन को नहीं समझ पाए। 
हर उम्मीद तुम से शुरू हो के, तुम पर ही ख़त्म होती है। 
बहुत चुभता है, जब ये ख्याल आता है..
तुम्हारी जगह किसी और का सहारा लेना पड़ा मेरी बातों को। 

PS: Don't remember when and what made me write these.. It is always so stupid, that after a period of time it becomes difficult to find the relevance of something which you once wrote from bottom of your heart..