Hopeful Escape from Escapism

 Sometimes you keep messing up with yourself, on and on.. repeatedly. You know what you are doing is not right, but you can't resist. Afterall sin is sweeter. Sometimes it could be almost impossible to come out of the vicious cycle of bad habits.

But finally a day comes when you realise, you cannot let that happen to yourself anymore. That is when you want to take charge of situation. When you cannot let yourself ruin yourself anymore.

Sooner or later (not too late) you have to realise what you really want, what is going to stay forever, and what is temporary fake happiness.

And when that day comes you will be ready to take all measures to make it possible and you will be eagerly waiting for fresh morning.

Let Everything Happen to You

Let everything happen to you

Beauty and terror

Just keep going

No feeling is final

- Rainer Maria Rilke

PS: came across this beautiful thought couldn't miss to document.

Airflow and Growing up a Child

Watching your processes is like watching your baby grow.

In beginning like a new born there are lot of troubles, with scheduling errors (equivalent to sleep cycle), inputs (equivalent to feeding) etc.

Then there are random unseen issues that keep occuring. Some one will touch the cluster resources or your kid suddenly developed colic.

Once they(airflow and baby) are settled and you are used to, you can't appreciate it immediately. 

Then one day you look back that your processes have run seamlessly for months now.. looking at those so many continuous greens gives you a realisation and pleasure, similar to realising suddenly that ohh your baby grew up..