Sometimes you keep messing up with yourself, on and on.. repeatedly. You know what you are doing is not right, but you can't resist. Afterall sin is sweeter. Sometimes it could be almost impossible to come out of the vicious cycle of bad habits.
Wednesday, March 24, 2021
Hopeful Escape from Escapism
Saturday, February 20, 2021
Let Everything Happen to You
Let everything happen to you
Beauty and terror
Just keep going
No feeling is final
- Rainer Maria Rilke
PS: came across this beautiful thought couldn't miss to document.
Friday, February 5, 2021
Airflow and Growing up a Child
Watching your processes is like watching your baby grow.
In beginning like a new born there are lot of troubles, with scheduling errors (equivalent to sleep cycle), inputs (equivalent to feeding) etc.
Then there are random unseen issues that keep occuring. Some one will touch the cluster resources or your kid suddenly developed colic.
Once they(airflow and baby) are settled and you are used to, you can't appreciate it immediately.
Then one day you look back that your processes have run seamlessly for months now.. looking at those so many continuous greens gives you a realisation and pleasure, similar to realising suddenly that ohh your baby grew up..
Saturday, October 19, 2019
Drawing boundaries is never easy
PS: After reading the post I realised, at the moment I am already well beyond the other side of boundary.